9th June 2006 - Memorable day of my life
I guess from today onwards, 9th June will be one of the days that I will remember the most as on this day, I lost my laptop. Sigh...though I never blame anyone on the event that happened, but deep inside I really feel the pain.Today, I called some of my friends that left this project for a lunch. Having some excitement, I went called up almost everyone to lunch together.
Suddenly, out of nowhere my mum called me telling me that my sister lost my laptop. Oh gosh, and in no time I burst in tears. Not wanting to know who watching me and who is beside me, I just lay down and cried as much as I want. I can really feel the pain in my heart. It felt like someone just stab with me a knife into my heart.
I tried to control myself and called back my mum wondering if my sister alright or not as I always heard some terrible and scary news about robbery. Once my mum confirmed she is alright, I just hang up and lay down my head again.
Soon, all my colleagues aware of what happened, come over and asked me to go back home to see if anything I can help with. Thinking of my own wound and unfinished tasks at work which I think I want to finish it off that day, I just declined all their good intention.
Well, there are tons of reason I can give myself not to go back as although my performance at work shall drop but I was just finishing some works that required brains to finish it up. Besides that going back home early mean I have to face frightened sister and mother on the incident.
My heart really in pain and at the same time I don’t wish to think too much about it anymore. Hence, I just do whatever I can at work and as soon as I have done reach home and cried it out on my bed.
Sigh, I am already learnt to get over it now.
First, I kept lost my phone till now I think phone don’t mean as much as a communication tool for me. Second, my laptop keeps giving me a problem till I take very good care of my second laptop. Later, I keep loses all my data due to hard disk corrupted and whatsoever that make me having several backup. But now, when I didn’t backup my data cause my external hark disk give up on me, I lost my laptop.
What on earth is happening? Sigh... I am really exhausted. What’s next? I really like challenging life but this is really making me insane.

6 Comments:
Grieving will not bring your notebook back. Instead, channel your energy into earning more $$$ and get yourself a new dv5000 series notebook! ;)
thank you ! I think i have to work harder to get what i want. Anyway wanted to get a laptop that at least last 3 years :P i don't wish to be outdated by then :P
this is what happens when technology is ubiquitous, and when technology fails.
why don't you backup your stuff online ? available anywhere, anytime, anyhow.
Well, it's funny that we always say we will try to backup as frequent as possible but there always other more important task await.
Hence, we had forgotten to perform this task. I guess the last time I did my backup was February 2006 which right after I got my hard disk from the shop. (No idea, sometime pc dun detect it :( )
Let's get an external HDD together :)
I feel really disappointed as i am the one that lost laptop that have everything i need which can last for another 1 or 2 years and of couse all my valuable data etc etc.
However, really dissapointed when my mum bought my sister new laptop HP dv1000 series with pavilion webcam , centrino duo, alter lansing .. WTF !!
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